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Death. Really? Nice…

Death from Spiral Tarot

In honor of Candlemas, I asked myself the question of “how can I be a better candle?” and I got the Death card.

What kind of death is it that will help me in this quest of becoming a better candle?

Well, I guess the first thing is to figure out what it means to be a better candle. Being a candle means shining my light in the darkness. It means offering my flame up to Spirit in honor of the blessings that I have received. It also means being the catalyst for others to spark their personal flames. To be a better candle then, implies that I shine brighter, honor more and spark life in a greater audience. I have to admit that I initially hoped for a bright card like the Sun to tell me that I needed to shine bright. Or maybe the Star to tell me that it’s okay to be every bit of me, uninhibited and free.

But no, I get Death.

Gloom and doom, darkness and sadness…right? Hell no!

In a way, by getting this card, I got the Sun and the Star together in one. The Death card is ruled by Pluto and and is in the realm of Scorpio. With my Sun and Ascendant in Scorpio, this card is telling me to be me. It is showing me that in order for me to be a brighter flame, I need to live up to my own expectations and be everything that I think I can be. For me to honor Spirit more, I need to let go of the drama and baggage that is holding me back from the transformations that are waiting for me. To spark the flame in those around me, I need to be willing to reach out to them in the darkness and show them that there is nothing to fear.

With the transitions and transformations that I have in store for me, it is not surprising that there is some fear circling around. When I look at the figures in this card, fear is a major obstacle in the transition from drowning in the murky waters to rising into the heavens. I don’t like the feeling of mental and emotional drowning anymore than the next guy. It is overwhelming and debilitating and often leaves us in a state of near or full on panic. We call out for salvation hoping that someone will hear us and come to the rescue. What do we do though when the only rescuer turns out to be a huge cloaked skeleton holding a scythe? Scary situation, meet scary resolution. This is what keeps many of us in the dark and in the murky waters. Regardless of how much we may feel like we are drowning, the idea of reaching out towards what seems to be a horrifying solution is just too much. Yet this is exactly what we need to do.

It is in reaching out and grabbing hold of the unknown that we are pulled from the waters and given a new chance. It is in embracing the idea that there just may be something better on the other side of the darkness that we begin to shed the baggage and rise up lighter and brighter. There is a death that is called for in being a better candle. It is a death of the past and the pain and limitations it puts on us. It is a death of our fears, allowing us to move freely and shine brightly. It is in these deaths that we are truly reborn in the present and able to construct the future that we desire.

 

Continue on this quest by visiting Melanie’s blog at: http://way-ward-tarot.blogspot.com/

He Said She Said

Do men and women read tarot differently? Is the guidance we offer the same – or is there a distinct masculine/feminine edge to our words?  Join Theresa Reed and myself each month as we tackle questions sent in from our readers and see how different – or similar – we really are with our interpretations and advice.

We will each prepare a reading separately and then comment on each other’s interpretations and put this all together in one fun (and thought provoking) post for our readers to enjoy.

This isn’t a “tarot battle of the sexes” – this is an exploration, a mash up, a contemplation.

If you’d like to see your question featured, send it to me at info@personaltarotwithmatt.com or Theresa at  tarotlady@wi.rr.com with “He Said She Said Question” in the subject line.

Question from Katie: What can I do to find love in 2012? 

Matt’s reading:  Eight of Wands: This is a card of swift action and motion.  My short answer as to how you can find love?  Get out there and seek it.  Let yourself go with the speed of the wind into your life.  Experience the rise and fall of your motion like a leaf on a stiff breeze.  Allow yourself the freedom to go to places and do things that you have never done before.  I also am hearing that a connection to the outdoors and nature itself will help you in finding the love you are seeking.  Get involved with groups that explore areas of nature around your area.  Take walks in the park, visit the nearest woods, get up and out of your daily life.

Eight of Cups:    The eights in general are a call to action for me.  In this card, you are called to set aside your perceptions of what love is supposed to be and seek out what it truly is.  Like Persephone leaving the comfort of the temple for her time with Hades, you too will need to experience and explore the shadow side of yourself to gain a greater understanding of what love is.  I say this as a man who has been hurt deeply on many levels in love and has risen from that, you need to experience the pain to know the joy of what love is.  The failed relationships teach us just as much as the successful ones.  Sometimes more.

Four of Pentacles: Yes, you need to get out of your comfort zone to experience what you do not have.  Yet, this is not to say that you need to give up your moral standards or ethics.  The Four of Pentacles here calls for you to hold tight to your ideals while you are out exploring.  Enter into relationships, but if they do not hold up to your ethics and morals, move on.  Relationship exploration is not about giving up who you are, it’s about taking who you are with you and seeking a balancing and compatible energy.  The right relationship is out there, but you need to get out and meet it half way.

Theresa’s response:  I am astounded by how similar Matt and I interpreted these cards!  The fact that we both urged Katie to “get out there” and break out of her “comfort zone” shows that both men and women can view the same situation and come to almost identical conclusions – right down to some of the same words!  Perhaps when it comes to matters of the heart, we are more alike than we care to admit.  I really loved that Matt was able to show his sensitive side again – his ability to relate Katie’s situation to his own was remarkable and intimate.  As a female, this would have set me at ease with him right away, especially if this was my first experience getting a reading from a man.

Theresa’s reading:  In the traditional Rider Waite deck, the 8 of Wands and 8 of Cups are both about movement – while the 4 of Pentacles is about stability.  Right away, this says to me that Katie needs to start moving and get out of her comfort zone if she wishes to find love this year.

Now, when I look at the cards that Matt drew from the Spiral Tarot, I get some different vibrations here – first of all, the 8 of Wands still suggests movement – notice the wind blowing the wands up in the air!  This seems to suggest travel or to simply travel in new crowds, to new places.  If Katie tends to stick to the same old same old haunts, she may not be opening herself up to someone new that could share her interests.

Next, I see the woman in the 8 of Cups – she’s lingering by a doorway.  There is a cup right there at the door but she’s looking backwards and hesitating.  It’s almost as if she is holding herself back from making that step outward to find love. Does she think it will come to her door?  It may. But she’ll be stacking the odds in her favor if she takes the first step outward.  This is about bringing adventure into her life.  It’s about getting out there even if you don’t know what you are doing or who you may meet.

The 4 of Pentacles in this deck has an image of a man holding on to a coin with two under his feet but one also on top of his head.  What strikes me about this card is the tiny window – it almost looks like a prison window.  This is another suggestion that Katie shouldn’t limit herself to a narrow space.  It’s time to be vulnerable, try new things, get herself out there.  To me, this is the strongest card in the spread and it indicates her comfort zones may be difficult to break.  She’s holding on to the familiar and shielding her heart.  She needs to explore why and then work diligently to change that dynamic.  Take a risk.  Get out there!

Matt’s Response:Theresa’s reading really presented a wonderfully similar message with some great twists on what we were both seeing.  The big picture message seems to really carry through that Katie needs to get out to new places and see things from a new perspective. I find it interesting that I was feeling more of a shadow side to the Eight of Cups and the need to feel the pain to appreciate the joy. While Theresa was picking up a lighter side of seeking the adventure that the dark and unknown has to offer. Conversely, Theresa was seeing a more trapped energy in the Four of Pentacles and Katie being held hostage by her own comfort zone and I saw a need to hold onto her values and morals. Combining the two messages together really gives Katie the mindset she will need to get out there and jump into her life with both feet!

Find out more about Theresa and I by exploring our websites

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Theresa Reed

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What advice would you give Katie baed on these cards?  Share your thoughts in the comments below!

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To each their own pit “M-o-M” 1-22-12

Every day we encounter teachers in our lives. The individuals that we interact with on a constant basis all have something to teach us and help us to grow. The lessons that we pick up are not only keys to increasing our knowledge and wisdom, they are also cautions and warnings to avoid certain actions and behaviors that are detrimental to our growth. There is a lesson to be learned from every interaction and a respect that is deserved for everyone that we encounter as our teachers. Throughout these encounters, we often find certain people with very powerful messages for us. These people present ideas and skills to us in a way that seems almost magickal. The words they present and the actions they show us speak to us on a deep energetic level and often fulfill soul contracted lessons. They are masters of their craft and deserving of our deepest respect. But what happens when these same people do things that we find disrespectful? While we honor these individuals as great teachers, can we allow them to be fallible humans as well?

The spiritual community is a deeply diverse and powerful group of souls that have an amazing amount of information to share to with the world. Within this group, there will always be individuals that stand out as leaders and motivators. Their charismatic personalities and oration skills give them the tools to share the knowledge and wisdom they have accumulated with massive audiences. They are often skyrocketed to popularity and fame with their moving and life changing speeches, books and seminars. Those that have had the opportunity to interact with them directly will often speak to the powerful divine spark that seems to flow through these leaders and how they are touched by Spirit and blessed. This is true on many levels as these individuals have stepped up and chosen to be leaders within the community and do experience blessings that come as a result of those choices. However, the reality is, we are all blessed in the same way and touched by Spirit in the same manner as long as we are living our lives to the fullest. We often place the teachers that motivate us up on pedestals and remove them from the murky waters of life that we feel we are stuck in. The ego feels a need to separate us into categories where we could never be on the same level as our teachers because they are somehow greater and more worthy of Spirit’s wisdom than us. After all, that’s why they have this knowledge already, right? If we were as worthy as they, we would have been given this knowledge earlier in life and wouldn’t have had to suffer or struggle so much.

To that idea, I call “bullshit”.

It is true that we all grow at individual paces and access needed information at different places on our paths. But this does not mean that an individual that has learned a skill before us is in anyway more gifted or blessed than us. It simply means that they fell in that same hole before us and had to learn how to climb out before we got there. This is where the ego of both the teacher and the student need to be put in check. Imagine,for a minute, that I am walking down a path. Along the way, I stumble and fall into a large pit in the middle of the road. Hurt and bruised, I struggle my way out and from the vantage point of the road again, I can see a path that would avoid ever falling there again. As a service to fellow travelers, I choose to stay here and warn those who may come along about the dangers. I can now guide them around it or even out of it should they stumble and fall as well. For quite some time, I maintain this post and help many people. I am spoken of on the path as a master of pitfalls and travelers seek me out to learn the navigation of this area. After time, I even begin to believe in my mastery and begin to spread my knowledge of this pit into general information about all pits. In doing so, I have taken the first step towards my ego based collapse. While I may have truly gained all the information that I need to be a master of my little section of road, there is so much more to learn about each individual path that I am foolish to assume that the skills I have will work in every situation and for every danger.

There are many dangers in assuming our own mastery and in the assumption of the mastery of others as well. From the student’s perspective, let’s say that I have just taught you how to navigate my pit. In doing so, the assumption is laid out by me that this knowledge will help you to avoid or climb out of any future pits you may encounter. Armed with your new wisdom, you continue on your path and soon find yourself stumbling and falling into a hole of your own. You break out your newly acquired skills and find that nothing I have taught you will help you out. It is completely different from the pit I told you about and what I taught you is useless. The ego based assumptions that I am somehow a master of all has just been shattered and you are left feeling disillusioned and angry with me. When you manage to climb out yourself, your view of me has changed and I can guarantee that when someone asks you about my teachings, you are going to have some nasty things to say.

From another perspective, we will assume that I have taught all I can at my post and decide to write a book about the dangers I’ve encountered. My intention is pure in that I am seeking to inform future travelers of the dangers and concerns of this particular place on the path. The book becomes a road map for that section and many are able to use the information successfully. In leaving this marker, I am free to continue on my path and do so with an open mind and open heart. Along the way, the skills I have learned help me to navigate around similar dangers but at some point I find myself stumbling and falling again into a hole that I did not see coming. As I am laying at the bottom, my own pride and ego are hurt. Above me on the path, travelers arrive and see me fallen and hurt. Having read my book and recognizing me, they are baffled as to how such an expert on pit navigation could have found himself at the bottom of one. Maybe even one that they can see an easy way around. Their perceptions of me are broken and whether they help me out or not, they now have a jaded view on anything I try to teach.

So how do we avoid this perception of total mastery and eventual disillusionment? Well, first by understanding that teachers are in our lives to give us specific information. There is a call for us to learn from all that we encounter and not get stuck with any one particular teacher. No one can be a master of all and to perceive anything different is simply the ego talking. When you come across a teacher that just blows your mind, learn all you can from them. Seek to understand all that they have to offer and respect them for it. But, and this is a huge “but”, do not assume that what they have taught you is the “be all and end all” for your path. There will be countless times where this information will help you. There will also be times that it won’t and you will be forced to learn something new in order to move forward. Remember as well, that even though this teacher has taught you an amazing skill set, they are not immune to faltering themselves and finding that they as well need to learn new skills.

As I navigate my way through the myriad of information out there about psychic gifts, energetic healing and spirituality in general, I have been presented with a host of teachers that have been amazing. I have also been presented with a great number of those that I did not resonate with. As we seek to walk our own paths, we need to be willing and able to allow our teachers to come in and out of lives as necessary. Learn from them when the appear and release them back to their own path when we are done. They have their own lessons to learn and when we set them up on pedestals we are preventing them from freely walking their path and falling into the pits they need to in order to grow themselves. As individuals, we need to keep our focus on the challenges that we have in front of us and rely on the power and knowledge we have gained to help us navigate the best we can.

Walking with myself

Over the past few years, I have been exploring aspects of my personal power and beliefs.  I have questioned nearly everything that I have been taught from a religious, ethical and mental standpoint.  This questioning has led me to paths that I would have never thought possible.  It has also opened up doors to completely new questions that I could have never imagined.

Throughout my exploration, I have discovered innate psychic gifts, empathic and energetic healing skills and a greater understanding of the subtle energies that surround us on a constant basis.  Yet, even as I begin to understand things, I find there is so much more to learn.  In an effort to better understand and develop myself, I am seeking to go deeper into the rabbit hole that I have found.  Should you so choose, I am inviting you to follow me along the way.

Through guidance and inspiration, I have decided to create a sister blog to this one to transcribe my journey with the exploration, education and understanding of the principles of witchcraft, magick and more.  This blog entitled “Walking the Path” can be accessed from the main menu above or by going to http://personaltarotwithmatt.com/craft.  This blog will be my personal magickal journal throughout this time of discovery.  This will not be a complete expose on all that I am doing though.  There will be posts that are private and some even on lock down as there will be details that are only for me and do not need to be shared with the general public.  However, in these cases, there will be public posts describing my intentions and/or my experiences so that while the details are private, the overall experience can be shared.

I have chosen to do this out of a desire and call to raise awareness of what it means to be a Witch or to practice magick.  The beliefs, comments and actions that are taken are my own and my not be the same as those that I am referencing throughout the blog.  As this is my path, I understand that not everyone will agree with me and some may even be upset by what I am doing.  I respect that and acknowledge that your beliefs are of your choosing.  I ask only for the same respect and acknowledgement.  There is room and energy enough for all or us to walk our individual paths, let us do so with respect and love for each other.

I’m a global pioneer! “M-o-M” 1-15-12

Image from John Holland's Psychic TarotThere is an annoying yet amusing trend that still finds its way into social networking now and again. A celebrity or popular page posts something to their hundreds or thousands of followers and somebody that is paying attention grabs the opportunity and posts a single word as a comment. “First”. That’s it. No witty reply or comment that even relates to the original post. Just a simple statement that they were the first person to see the post and get their name associated with it by commenting. This practice has been ridiculed by the majority of internet users and rarely happens in the parts of the net that I find myself in anymore. However, it does still speak to something important within the human mind. There is a desire to be the first at something. For some, this desire pushes them to create the next big invention or to conquer an impossible challenge. For others, it drives them to seek out new ways to experience the mundane in their lives. Even if this is just by trolling facebook posts to be the “first” commenter. So what is it about the idea of being first that intrigues us? What drives a person to climb Mt. Everest or invent the light bulb or place their hand print in the wet cement of a new sidewalk? There are a host of personal reasons that you can come up with, but recognition, excitement and a desire to better the world are among the top reasons that I see connected with being the first.

The recognition of being the first at something is a huge draw for pushing the limits of what was originally thought possible. There is a certain level of respect and admiration that we have for those individuals willing to stick their necks out and risk doing something unprecedented. Depending on the potential impact it has on society as a whole, the individual may find themselves immortalized in history for what they have done. Even for the myriad of people who find themselves able to do the same thing later on, there is never the same memorable feel to the second or third or twentieth person. When we think of things like the moon landing, the crew of Apollo 11 comes right to mind. Neil Armstrong and Buzz Aldrin are American heroes for their monumental steps on the surface of the moon. But how many people remember Alan Bean and “Pete” Conrad of Apollo 12? They made the same steps on the moon and made many firsts of their own, yet will always be over shadowed by their predecessors. The first party to climb Everest found themselves knighted and celebrated by the world and their countries. Sir Edmund Hillary and Tenzing Norgay have medals and annual celebrations named after them. Yet, it took me multiple searches on google to even find the names of Ernst Schmied and Juerg Marmet of the second successful climbing party. Being the first brings powerful recognition and celebration to your achievements. That’s a hell of an incentive to do something new.

On a personal level, there is a thrill to the realization that you have just done something that no one has ever done before. This drive for adrenaline and excitement has spawned activities now classified as extreme sports and actions that range from daredevil stunts to seemingly everyday activities that you have the chance to do for the first time. For those that seek to constantly push the envelope, the concept of just doing something relatively common for the fist time isn’t always enough and soon find themselves pioneers in things that involve jumping out of aircraft or somehow pushing their bodies to do things the rest of us just gawk at. For the rest of us, the idea of experiencing an known activity for the first time can be just as thrilling. Think about the first time you rode a roller coaster, you were probably not the first person to ride it. It’s quite possible that there were thousands or even millions who rode it before you. But the excitement you felt when you stepped off it for the first time was memorable and amazing. This holds true for all the firsts in our lives. The first bicycle ride with no training wheels, the driving experience, the first time falling in love and even the first time experiencing true loss. Each time we break through a barrier and find ourselves in a place that we have never been before, there is a jolt of excitement and thrill. It is this jolt that keeps us moving forward as individuals and as a society. It is when we lose sight of this excitement and give up the thrills that we start to feel what the loss of life really means. Stagnation is death. If we want to live, we need to keep moving.

On a more global scale, the desire to make life better and easier is another powerful force behind being the first. Though many original ideas may have been spawned through an attempt for personal ease, it is easily understood that if one person is struggling with something, there are many more feeling the same way. Seeing the frustration of a situation or the difficulty of a task has pushed countless individuals to seek new ways to look at ordinary problems. Henry Ford, seeing how challenging it was to produce a single automobile looked at the process in a unique and powerful way and found himself pioneering the assembly line. This idea has revolutionized the way we build things across the globe and had a huge hand in the creation of our modern society. Literary greats have often inspired this same type of change by being the first to express revolutionary ideas in an accessible way to the public. Sun Tzu’s Art of War is believed to have been written in the 4th or 5th century BC. Yet his pioneering ideas on what cultural power truly is and how it should be used in military and governmental affairs continue to influence society today. Throughout history, there are countless individuals who, in the pursuit of improving themselves and their surroundings, have put practices and thoughts in place that have changed the world.

For many years, I have struggled with the idea of being creative enough to be the first at anything. I’ve enjoyed the personal first experiences that I have had and continue to push myself into places that I have never been so that I can feel that rush of doing something new. But the idea of being the first person in the world to do something wholly unique has always left me feeling inadequate. What could I possibly bring to the world that is so unique that it changes how the world works. After all, even the Christian bible tells us that “There is nothing new under the sun.” Then I heard something that broke through that barrier. A friend was talking about writing a book and that yes, nearly every topic has been covered in one way or another. Yet even with all this information out there, there are still new books being written every day. Why? It’s because even though a topic has been discussed, it has never been discussed from your perspective and with your voice. With over 7 billion people in the world, there is no way that any single person’s voice or viewpoint on a topic can be universally accepted. There will always be a need to see things from a different perspective and hear information in a new voice. I may not be presenting new discoveries in the genetic code or solving world hunger with my cultural philosophy, but I am uniquely affecting my world and myself by expressing my thoughts and words. No one on earth has ever strung these words together in this exact pattern to express this exact sentiment. For that, I am a global pioneer.

This is the realization that we all need to embrace. We may or may not be breaking any physical barriers of human ability, creativity or knowledge. But we are consistently breaking the barriers of what the world knows simply by being ourselves. There is no one else like me and there is no one else like you. We are pioneers in life by walking our unique paths, speaking our unique truths and expressing our unique creativity. Each action we take throughout the day consists of a new series of events that we have never seen before and may never see again. Your boring commute to work that seems to be the pinnacle of the “same day drudgery”, consists of minute details that can never be recreated in the same way again. Truly, every second of every day puts on the edge of discovery when we open our eyes and take notice of that which is constantly changing around us. So, as you are sitting there contemplating whether or not you should write that book, have that conversation, create that invention or just walk across the street to get that pint of ice cream, what you are about to do will be a pioneering step in your evolution. You will be the “first”.

Happy New Year! “M-o-M” 1-1-12

Well, here we are in 2012. Many of the people I have talked to recently are of the same idea that this year will be a dynamic and powerful year across the globe. Throughout 2011, we saw an amazing amount of upheaval around the world from political revolutions to natural disasters to nuclear meltdowns. This constant state of flux has had the entire world on the edge of it’s seat for the whole year. There is little doubt that, with these events as a backdrop, 2012 will be a year of re-examining the structures that have gotten us thus far and hopefully rebuilding the ones that are failing us.

Every year, we as a society talk about using this time of year for resolutions. We talk about the things we want to leave behind in the past and what we can do to become a better person in the months ahead. So many of these resolutions get left in the dust midway through January and are only a faint glimmer in our memories throughout the year. In this year’s bucket of resolutions, I would wager that there is an increased number of global aspirations towards world peace, economic recovery and ecological awareness. These are all much needed energies in the coming year, but when it comes right down to it, how many of us have the power and influence to truly impact our world on a global scale?

The problems I see with most resolutions that I make and that which many others make fall into two categories. First, we’re lazy. Plain and simple, when it really comes down to changing our lives for the better it takes work. It takes changing the comfortable patterns and habits we have set up for new ones that our bodies and minds need time to adjust to. We hope for and expect quick results and if we haven’t achieved our weight loss goal or those six pack abs in the first couple weeks we start to lose interest and patience. Next thing you know, were back into the bag of chips and plopped down in front of the T.V again. The second problem seems to lie in our depth perception. There are dozens of motivational speakers out there at any given time that touch on this and yet we all have a hard time really grasping it. When we seek to make change in our lives, we can only affect those things that are directly within our circle of influence. What’s more, the only thing within our circle of influence is ourselves. Take a minute to think about the things that are frustrating you. Maybe it’s people at work that aren’t following your directions. Or your weight? Possibly even the current economic situation that the world is in. Regardless of what it is that is frustrating you, you need to look at how you can affect it. With the people at work, can you make them follow your directions? No, that violates their free will. But you can make yourself into the type of person that holds them accountable for their actions. By making the change in yourself, you allow them to make the choice if they want to continue on their path or not. What about your weight, can you control that? Absolutely! You make the ultimate choice with everything you put into your body. We all make excuses and justifiably there are a number of mental and physical disorders that are related to over eating and obesity as well. However, If you have struggled with controlling your intake, it is still your choice and your responsibility to seek professional assistance and put that advice to use. So what about the global economic crisis? Can you fix that? Well if you’re a member of the 1%, the answer might actually be “yes”. But for the rest of us, we cannot individually fix the economy. You can, however, do your research and find out how you can best manage your money. What financial institutions are the most sustainable and responsible? What things can you do without to trim your budget and get out of debt? By individually seeking personal change, we can create the ripple effect that is needed to impart global change. Our individual waves may be small, but as they combine, they create sweeping forces of change.

So how do we go about creating effective resolutions? Well, with the thought of avoiding the problems outlined above, we need to think about things that we can realistically achieve and are within our personal circle of influence. This is not to say that we shouldn’t push ourselves. But setting a goal of 5 lbs a month may be more realistic for us to grasp than setting the end result goal of losing 60 lbs for the year. Also, we need to keep the focus on ourselves. It may be a great thought that you resolve to help your father’s brother’s nephew’s cousin’s former room-mate to get out of debt, but that may not be within your direct influence. If you insist on helping them in some way, resolve to become the type of person that inspires them to become debt free on their own.

I also feel it is important to keep the number of your resolutions to a manageable number. If you are an ambitious and active person, you may be able to manage a host of effective resolutions without a problem. If not, you may be better off only making one or two so that you do not feel overwhelmed by your own expectations. Marcus Katz, the Director of Tarot Professionals, recently published a list of 22 resolutions based on the Major Arcana of the Tarot. These are well written resolutions that focus on personal change and growth within the individual. There were a number that really resonated with me as they represent aspects of this year for me. For example, in honor of the Magician he writes: “Without doubt, I will create willfully, wantonly, astonishingly and authentically”. In honor of the Hierophant: “Without shame, I will teach what I need to teach and learn what I should learn” Marcus is a driven and ambitious individual and I have no doubt that he will hold himself to each of his twenty-two resolutions and probably more. However, I am not quite so driven and actually find myself quite lazy at times. I am impressed by his goal of growth on so many aspects, but I did not want to set myself up for failure by setting such a lofty goal. Instead, I am planning to keep my resolutions limited to a more manageable number and tie them in with things that I am developing in my life now.

For 2012, I am setting four resolutions in place. As I am exploring and educating myself in the world of magick, I will hold each of these resolutions in honor of the four elements and commit myself to honoring Spirit through them.

Beginning in the East with the element of Air: This element governs our thought and communication. To honor the Air in myself, I resolve to speak the words I know to be true with compassion. I will seek to use these words and the knowledge they contain to build my own personal wisdom.

To the South and the element of Fire: This element governs our creativity, humor and passions. To honor the Fire in myself, I resolve to seek the road less traveled and find the humor and happiness in every situation. I will seek these paths and the experiences they bring to spark the divine fire of creativity inside me.

To the West and the element of Water: This element governs our emotions and empathy. To honor the Water in myself, I resolve to allow myself the permission to express my emotions. In doing this, I will honor the depth of who I am as a person and as an emotional being.

To the North and the element of Earth: This element governs our prosperity, safety and security. To honor the Earth in myself, I resolve to free myself of any limiting actions and thoughts in relation to my personal prosperity, safety and security. I will trust in Spirit and take action to create the life I desire and deserve.

In making these resolutions, I commit myself, as a child of Spirit, to the honor and glory of Spirit and all that is that I may be a light and a guide for myself and those who need it.

So may it be.

I invite you to share your resolutions on our facebook page at facebook.com/akashatemple or on my blog at personaltarotwithmatt.com/blog

I also encourage you to join me on Tuesday nights at 7 pm central here on blogtalkradio for Personal Tarot Radio. This week we will be discussing Hematite, it’s uses for energetic protection and taking a guided meditation journey to heal emotional traumas in relationships. Hope to see you all there!

If you would like to read the list of 22 resolutions that Marcus has put together, I have posted them on my Facebook page at facebook.com/personaltarot.